To my beloved soldier

I have never realized what you have been through. Im sorry for that. I mean, yes, you  have shared few stories from your  combat experience and I knew that what you have seen is terrible. However, I have never realized just how terrible those things were and what impact it can have on ones mind.

I have never fully realized what you are going through right now. Im sorry for that as well. I have read a lot, researched a lot, but I have never fully understood what impact war can have on one's life. I don't think I ever be able to fully understand it, but after reading actual thoughts of a former soldier, from a first person, I got one step closer.

I have never fully realized how much courage and strength it takes for one to go to war, make that choice and willingly sacrifice a normal life to follow your beliefs. Im incredibly proud of you. Proud of what you have done and proud of what you are doing right now. No matter how many times you going to say that I'm "doing a great job with putting up with you", I am going to tell you every time that you are the one who is doing an amazing job. You are the one who is putting up with so many things on your mind and still taking steps towards organizing our life together.

You are nothing but an outstanding personality and if we will have a son, more than anything I want him to get traits from his father. I love you, Brian